Painful Childhood

Where would we be without our painful childhood?

The conditioned existence
Of tracing tomorrow
As the story whispers today.

A small child shadows over your
Moments of must
With her rapturous gaze

You quench growing misery
To prevent your misfortune
Of her infancy penetrating
Your maturity.

In the end, her too young
Taught torment
Causes your reason to hesitate

Her splitting arrogance
Peals your nails
As your fingers age away.

Reasons

Hushed manipulation
Condensed lies
Unfounded evidence.

Always Watching
Through windows
I felt your suspicious pleasure

Though Doorways
I heard your thoughts ravish me

Then Touching

Your too familiar hands
Were titillated by my innocence

I could smell
The perspiration of your perversion.

The Reproductions.

I scream rape
No one listened.

Of Hate.

You said crazy
Everyone heard.

Of Loss.

But I am still here.
Of Strength.